yeah i have bpd and being split is a good way to put it. i sometimes feel like i have 2 personalities, one good and one evil, you know like dr. jekyl and mr. hyde? if you are getting suspicious that you don't think it;s borderline, what do you think? if you want get a second opinion, because borderline can be a generic label to some drs. anyway hun good luck, if you really have borderline i can offer some good books to read. there are also good links about info on borderline.