I think I have an appointment coming up next month or the month after. I've had to wait a couple months for an opening so I really don't remember when it's suppose to be.
I just feel so frustrated because I'm almost positive I've asked about bpd and talked about my anger, defensiveness and rocky relationships in one conversation and the lady just brushed it off like it's normal. And she already knew all about my episodes of extreme self hatred and SI.
I guess because I'm already psychotic it doesn't matter what other crazy crap I do. But I never talked to the psychiatrist about it, only the therapist there. I wouldn't even consider her a therapist, more like some ***** that sits at a desk and pretends she knows what she's talking about.
sry for the rant.....