(((((((((zoo)))))))))

Ugh. I am so sorry

Not sleeping just does a HUGE number on me. It's so hard for me to find my footing, and everything feels a million times worse...and some things feel so bad already, that a million times worse is almost unbearable. I hope you were able to get some rest.

You won't feel like this forever, I promise. And the times between feeling this bad will get longer and longer. I know it's hard to imagine, but with all of the hard work you're doing, it WILL happen. Slowly, but surely.

Reaching out to T is good. Reaching out here is good. You are doing a good job.

Love and hugs