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Old Dec 16, 2010, 10:20 AM
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I have BP I with psychotic features and I do get paranoia. If it is left unattended my BP can move from a mood disorder to a thought disorder and I can make myself quite paranoid and I did this a few months ago and then needed heavy meds and people around me to help pull me out of it (Pdoc/husband/friends) because during those times I do not know what is real. I have never manifested someone to the degree you have, but I do get a lot of chatter in my head. I have had very paranoid delusions and have manifested what I would call "demons" our rather I thought that someone had become a demon if that makes sense. I also thought that someone was going to kill my child and my husband. I could not drive into an entire area because it had become evil.

When I am on the right meds though - I do not have an issue with paranoia. THANK GOODNESS!
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