googley, maybe your T feels like she can't make a judgment about your career path because the way you are in session is different from the way you are outside of session? I know you have said before that you try to be really raw in session and your T's tend to see the worst and darkest side of you. I think this shows that you are really willing to heal and be vulnerable, but I also think it makes it hard for a T to give their opinion on, say, how good of a job you do at work, how successful you are at putting your own feelings aside for a client's, etc. I bet your T doesn't want to make a judgment on that because you have told her you are different in-session than outside of session. The best judge is you, not your T, googley. I know it is hard not to hear her opinion but I'm just saying this might be the reason why.