So I have decided that I have to redo my living room kitchen and bedroom. For the past 6 years I have collected things. I have things every where. I have a very comfortable house and I have antiques everywhere and antique things everywhere. I hate all of it right now. Everywhere I look all I see is old things. Yes I bought all of it old on purpose and it all really looks great. I can show you pictures I have a really pretty house and it looks like a magazine, but I hate it all - I feel so cluttered and old. So for Christmas I told my mother is law I had to change it all. So she bought my new curtains that are black and white that do not match anything so that means everything has to change. So today I took everything out of my living room all my antique dolls and other things and boxed them up. And the strange thing is that I went all over texas looking for these dolls and yet I am sooo happy that they are gone. I put up these new black and white shiny objects and picture frames and black and white striped pillows and I feel so refreshed and new. I thought I would feel sad and guilty. I think this black and white room will really help me focus. I dunno, but I LOVE not having the clutter - I had stuff EVERYWHERE, I and ADD. I can't WAIT to attack my kitchen if you saw how much antique kitchen CRAP I have it there you would probably think I was insane(well you probably already think that for other reason )....I am sure I could become a hoarder if I didn't have 4 kids, a husband, 3 doggies and a ferret that had to live here too. I just never knew I was so black and white about things .

Thanks for reading my latest drama...love you all!