Thank you to everyone who responded.

Yes, I really wish I never had to leave my apartment. I know that's not normal. The only people I would like to see are my friend, Randy, and my mom. I can get the social interaction I need online, if I want it. I do feel lonely at times, but I think that's because everybody tells me I should feel lonely. All the couples and families on television. Regardless, loneliness is not something I feel often. I really want to live a hermit-like existence.

World doesn't work that way. People keep trying to change me. Trying to make me conform. Trying to make me fit it. They mean well. I don't think that everyone in the world is made to be around people. The vast majority, yes. Everyone, no.