I would call her again, if I knew what to say. I don't even know what I would say if she called me back at this point. I'm sure she'll call eventually, tomorrow probably. I have to admit, I keep checking my phone, wondering if I missed her call and she left me a message that I somehow missed. I want her to call now just so I can quit waiting, not so I can talk to her.

I'm just getting through this. Not gracefully or prettily or smoothly. Certainly not painlessly. But getting through it.