The weather is bad and you can't see him, therefore you don't trust him anymore. That logic isn't quite straightforward, is it. After all, you are the one who cancelled, not him. And I wonder what the missing link is, why it is HIM you cannot trust now. What do you think? Maybe you expect something from him that you are not getting from him right now; maybe you want him to reach out, or phone you and say everything is okay. WePow, I think that, once again, you need something and you might not be aware of it. Can you pin down what it is, and ask T specifically for what you need? Remember, he is always very willing to help with that. WePow, remember what you've learnt from him so far - this is the time to put all that into use.