I was just wondering if this happens to anyone else? When i am about to come down, or go into a depression i get these strange visual cues that tell me it's going to happen. I'll try to explain what i mean a bit.You know when the sun goes behind the cloud just for a moment like cloud passes and the world just darkens for a moment, while the cloud passes? That was the one two times ago. The world just darkened for a moment, like the sun went behind a cloud....only of course there was no cloud...or sun for that matter, it's just the world darkened and i know right away i was heading down.The very last time i went down something else happend, i was in my bed, just laying down because i was tired and i was looking at my curtains in my bedroom, then all of a sudden i started to notice, that the curtain...looked like black bars, the shadows you know how curtains are corrigated...in is shadow and out is whatever color your curtain is...well not only did the shadows look like bars, but the sun must have been setting, because a brilliant orange like fire was alternating with the black bars...i mean i know it was just normal curtains..but the black bars with the fire flickering between them...i just knew...i could feel it right away...that i was coming down.I mean it scared me so much that i tried to tear the curtains down off the window..but my husband stopped me and covered them with a sheet so i couldnt see them anymore...I tried to ask vaguely in a doc John chat...and it seems to not be a hallucination? I don't know what it is..or anyone has any idea what it is..or..whatever..but it's kinda....freaking me out a bit..i mean..is it a hallucination?...or..just i dunno...anything...any help with this...would be greatly appreciated..because i am at a loss and it's bugging me alot.