Dh and I just don't feel it this year. If it wasn't for our 8 year old, we wouldn't even put up the tree. But our son insists. The two year old doesn't care either way of course, but the older one does. So I guess we'll put it up this weekend. Dreading it. But when you have kids, cancelling christmas is just not an option.

Feeling pretty down. Things just aren't going well right now. And every day it's something else. I"m exhausted from all the stress. I cna't wait for the holidays to be over.