((((Jexa)))) thanks for asking.

no, she hasn't called. Right at this moment I'm in the middle of "I quit T, I'm never speaking to T again, f**k her." I'm sure I will not be in this place when it comes time to actually go to T on tues, but it's where I am now.

I had a horrible dream about T and abandonment last night. I don't even remember the details any more except it was about T and I was so sad and I woke up crying.