((((((((((wepow))))))))))

i'm sorry you ended up missing your appt and getting so triggered. glad to hear you are doing better now. i just wanted to say it is totally okay to need your T. none of us can make it in life by ourselves because we just aren't meant to. so, please don't put up a big wall and try to keep T out. that isn't in your best interest. going it alone is not the answer. it is true that people can't be there for us 24/7 though. that is just something with time i think you will grow to accept rather than wanting to throw T overboard when he can't be available. just make him sit in the corner for 5 minutes or something instead.