The physical affects of going off drugs will go away in time but are like going through h*ll when you are there. Sometimes wish you were dead rather than having to go through them. The mental ones are there for life. I like to look at it as if a parrot was on my shoulder 24 hours a day and kept telling me, its OK to go and use just a little bit, it wont hurt. That is what the mental side of getting off drugs feels like for me. The longer you go without drugs the easier it gets to tell that parrot where to go, LOL.

Allan
P.S. Bama, wishing you all the best and hope you can keep on going the way you are, I know you can do it lady.