(((((((((ALL)))))))))))))))

Thank you all so much for being HERE for / with me over this time.
It was very difficult. But I also learned a whole lot about myself in the process.
It helped so much because you guys reminded me of my pattern. That is more helpful than what a T has time to do in that sawed-off short hour.

I had a good day yesterday just being able to rest in my own skin without any thought of what T was or was not doing. T's email about insurance took me by surprise, but it didn't impact me. I did email him back and mentioned that I had to process Monday with him about his reply from the day before. He wrote back right away (that was nice) and said he was speaking to himself as he wrote it because he also needed to be reminded of what he was saying.

I do that a whole lot myself - even on PC. I think deeply about what I share on the posts of others and I write back what I think I would need to hear if I were the one writing the post. So I totally understand now where T was comming from with that. And I also see how easy it is for the other person to not see your written point! It is very hard to be in the other person's shoes. And what you think would help you out can really not be the right thing to say to someone else.

Anyway, thank you again very much for all your help!!!