Since I found out my partner has a sexual addiction, I have spent every waking minute of my time reading about it, researching it. If I am not on the computer I am spying on him, looking through windows but what really scares me is that I installed a spy program on his computer and I have been able to see everything he does, and I do . I am obsessed. I make up reasons to get him out of the house so I can look at where he's been. I even make up opportunity for him to go online. I don’t know why but I know if I don't stop I could die because since I started spying on him I've been stage 2 hypertensive. I'm 39 and I never had any high blood pressure problems until now. Please someone help me
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