Thanks. Zoo Wepow Echoes and Tree! The replys meant a lot! Still trying to balance work, single mom, t and all the trauma stuff and some self care and fun, too. There are more good days than bad. As the chaos has settled, I've been able to look more clearly at lifelong patterns and how they effect my now. It's so much more a process than I ever thought.
As for many of us, the holidays are tough. So I'm greatful for the 24-7 access here at PC, and the freedom to just read or post a comment when I want. Just logging on reminds me others are doing this too, and thriving.