*Zen gives dreamer a big hug* I am so incredibly relieved to read those words. Your last post sounded like you had plum given up. You will be in my thoughts. Take care dear one,
Carrie

To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No one's been crueler then I've been to me.
I am sorry to myself, my apologies begin here before everybody else.
I am sorry to myself, for treating me worse then I would anybody else. --Alanis Moresette