Thanks again guys. After the first flight I was OK. Once I was on board and in the air I settled down quick. Flying really calms me. Don't really like the crowd thing so I do try to do things to get my mind off of it. Do need the do the breathing exercises though.

Well I'm home and already I started. I went in the kitchen and saw my craft box on the table with paint scattered so what do I do but go into ahole mode and started complaining. I didn't yell or scream or have an angry out burst. But I still ruined our nice happy time and had my wife crying. So I saw this and put the box down and went and loved her up. Why do I always have to ruin everything by being *****y.. the rest of our day was good got Todd some Christmas shopping. And she doesn't know it but I got her Christmas present in my jacket last night I just hope the credit card bill doesn't come in before Christmas. Any way thanks again you guys are the best.
((((Kalisha)))))(((( BPD2 ))))))((((((skully)))))