Hi everyone,

Good to be back to Psych Central again

After my Aspergers dx a few months ago, I have been on a bit of a quest of the spirit, for want of a better description. An understanding of myself. I have experienced much doubt and sadness, liberation and joy, but what I struggle with the most in my understanding of myself, is my lack of self-esteem. My lack of "solidity".

The last 6 weeks have ben horrendous. With a chronic pain condition going on for about 6 years now and sundry other things, my resilience and resolve is going down the tubes. I am seeing a pain management doctor in 2011 and I have therapy coming out the wazoo, but the answers only ever lie within. It is within that I must look.

I do not like what I see, and no matter how many times Depression knocks on your door, it never looks familiar or welcome or tolerated. It is a shame that it takes such dire straights, for me to visit my friends here, but I missed you all, and it is great to see you again.

Michah