(((((((((((((((((suz)))))))))))))))))))) i'm sorry you feel blown off.
the thing with t's is that they're human too. i know that's a hard one. i do think a t should make arrangements that if they're not available SOMEONE is through a service, crisis line, etc. is there something similar like that for you?
i know it's so hard to need someone that tells you it's ok to need them, then not be available.
we're here.
KD
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