Okay.. I keep having these suicidal thoughts, I keep thinking that the future is hopeless and that I should just end it. That my family doesn't really love me and that I'm a burden. It's like there's this demon or something inside my head. I feel like something is putting all these self-harming thoughts in my head.
Here's my question, should I be hospitalized?
I'm quite afraid of such places because I have heard nothing but bad about them. But I am honestly afraid of myself at this time.