Today I slept all day which is not good. It just made me feel worse. I see my old friend emailed me and said he just passed his Family Nurse Practitioner test and will now be able to prescribe. I feel so jealous.
Him and I were best friends but I feel he used me. For years he would drain me by only telling me about HIS problems, HIS HORRIBLE problems. He never asked about me. If I needed to talk, it was like pulling teeth. Finally when I met my partner, I was able to slowly get away from my friend. And now he was able to continue professoinally to where he's at now and I haven't been at all. I've stayed stagnant. I should be happy for him but I I hate him for it and want to talk to him and say horrible mean sarcastic things to him. Because he drained the life out of me for years, and now this. Where's at was supposed to be me! I was supposed to be the Nurse Practitioner.

Z