I have been isolating myself more and more lately. This is not new and I have coped quite well. I maintained some sense of hope. I don't really know what "hope" is or where it comes from. I feel like my "hope" has become illusive. I find myself trying to get through the days. I distract myself with any daytime TV that is bearable. I watch lots of news programs even though they are repetetive. I don't watch programs closely. They just provide background noise.

Sorry to sound so negative. It's just how I feel at the moment.