i dunno. i have had like 3 of my friends tell me they are suicidal. my depression has come back. it finally stopped when i got put in a hospital back in may. but its gradually getting worse and i dont have a psych appointment til dec 20. its very sudden, thinking of random ways to kill myself, urges to cut and not to mention my psych teacher discussed suicide today, i almost cried as i relived my visit to the psych ward