Seems that you've already asked for help... by posting this. Welcome to the board, by the way. You'll find a lot of understanding and caring here. Many of us have felt the same way as you; I for one.

You showed a lot of courage posting what you did so pat yourself on the back. You accomplished something big today.

Keep coming back and before you know it, you'll realize you are not alone or that different from a lot of people, either.

Hope to see more posts from you in the very near future.



"For unto us a Son is given..."