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Sounds like you've got a lot to cope with starting with the fear of the cancer coming back. Lord, that must be tough!! Have you talked to your doctor about your depression? Either he could prescribe something for it or recommend a therapist. You owe it to yourself to get help so that you can conquer your fear and feel better about raising your boys properly. Those boys treat you the way they do because they know they can. I know it's not fair but that's kids for you. If you don't have strong boundaries for them, they're run all over you. I can imagine how helpless and bad that makes you feel. It's so tough raising kids these days, anyway.

Hang in there. Vent away any time you feel you need to.



"For unto us a Son is given..."