Dec 19, 2010 at 02:50 PM
Kids won't be gone till late evening :O Dunno....My body is failing atm...I am holding back burning tears...Were getting ready for our normal Sunday routine. Which is more people Trying not to cry atm..All my pizza dough is in the bowls so it will be rising while were gone...I made 7!! So that should feed them through out today into tomorrow???...OMG...I have a migraine too...Voices are overwhelming me...I am being triggered by body memories...Yikes...But I will make it...Always do...It's just always been ...Have not even told husband cuz well then he will be irritated as to why I am putting kids first? No one get's it...Sigh..Oh and my youngest girl is just being err NAUGHTY...She's 9!!! I am just trying to write not to bawl or do any SI....Well I have to go get ready to leave soon.... It will work it always does? Sigh....Thanks for all the tips....Never thought about the jello thing...Good one!!! 
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the past is my future. the pain is my emotion that is my prison. what I feel is as confusing as to why I feel it?
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