((((YellowRose))))

You're tired and worn out, it sounds like. You're fighting a lot. Gosh, breast cancer that young is hard to deal with, that's a time when most people normally are really getting a good grip on our lives and just really living... families, careers, whatever it is they choose.

Your boys have a great mom! I think you're setting a great example for them but fighting so hard for yourself to thrive. You've got a lot to struggle with, and I think your "mothering instinct" is all there and intact just because you want it to be, you're aware of your boys and their needs.