Hey Ygerc,

I live about nearly 1 hour bus ride from work... So if the buses are off tomorrow I will have to walk to work which will take me about 1-2 hours. I am not on the rota to work with anyone as my Manager has taken me off my rota... without telling me. I am raging.... why am I in at 8am if I have no service user to look after!!!

I am gonna take KALMS before I go to work and take my Ipod with me to calm my head I think

Due to my sleep schedule I dont have a regular bedtime as I am usually (hyper/manic/buzzing) etc. I do try but end up buzzing so I get up

I loooked at meditation.... I am gonna give it a go... I just want a quick fix which I know is unrealistic

No we are safe... god knows how my job and infact her job is safe we are £30,000 OVER in budget... that's the funny thing.... we are £30,000 over budget but I am sitting in the office doing nothing tomorrow and again on 2nd Jan which is why I am refusing to work 2nd Jan well 1 of the reasons

Thank you very much Ygerc23, Merry Christmas to you too and have a super 2011