Ya so i decided that there is no point to me having feelings for this guy anymore. I don't even know if hes bi, and i'm too afraid to ask. We aren't really friends outside of work, so that won't be affected. I don't want to make out working relationship worse, and i don't wanna be stuck on him. I'm sick of wanting something un-attainable, so now i'm not bisexual anymore. I'm not anything, not straight, not gay.... nothing. I don't want anyone, anything. I want to be left alone. I don't understand my own mind, some days i swear i'm gay, others i'm straight, forget it all, i don't need this. Why does it have to be so hard. I guess its because i'm 17 right? its my hormones right? ya... thats the problem.... hormones....