I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know who to talk to or anything. I feel angry and upset at myself, Im constantly being put down shunned from my family and when i try and speak up I get mocked for not saying anything. The child services case that had opened recently is in motion for being closed (the 3rd thats been open). I realize everything's going to go back to normal it already is and I know its gonna get worse. I don't if I can even make it through the night. Im ready to give up, everyones already given up on me its not like it would matter. I feel like im drowning, and no matter how hard I trying and keep my head above the surface I can't. Everyone keeps telling me things are gonna get better but there not.