He did prescribe me some meds that I had bad reactions to and had to go to the hospital. I think the symbolism of the roller coaster is pretty much the disease, the gauze is the opaque veil that we who have the disease are surrounded in, as if we are there, but behind a curtain that no one can ever really see all the way through. The weather changing, I think symbolizes my moods shifting. I am still a bit stumped about the dozens of people on the bleachers and why my childhood friend showed up.

She seems to show up in a lot of my dreams lately. I should give her a call and see if she is OK.