My problem is that I dont know what's wrong. I am sad all the time, easily stressed. I used to cut. I have a terrible self-esteem, I cannot accept compliments at all and everything I do is bad. I used to LOVE writing and singing and acting but now I just suck at all of them. When I'm around family, when they're all loving and happy, I start feeling uncomfortable. Example: I had an early Christmas and I got great gifts but I had to force myself to be happy and I was hoping they'd leave soon, and I NEVER see them. Whenever someone likes me, I almost feel obligated to like them back, even when I'm already dating someone. Which sounds terrible. It's like I don't even know Who I really like. I have a hard time depicting what I am really feeling from I don't know, what I think I Have to feel or am obligated to feel. I can't make decisions at all. I've been trying to stay single so I could try to clear my head so I wouldn't get confused about my feelings and emotions but it doesn't work. I'm scared of being alone. I have an overactive imagination which in a way, tortures me with ideas that I can't stand. That fits in with the whole not knowing what I am really feeling. I don't know what's wrong with me and I really need help.