I absolutely understand sadly my family is the same way so I avoid them at all cost. Although I couldn't do that this year because my mother decided to cook Thanksgiving dinner for the family so I spent the time in my room. They are now after 5 years starting to notice that I avoid them and ask me to come around but it just isn't worth my time. I really do hope things get better for you, hopefully they'll all realize, not just a handful, that it's your illness not you, and that you are trying. We all have rough times in life and if we were judged by them we'll all be in deep s**t.