Ok, so I tried not to come back here, but I did. Pathetic. I did call my therapist, she can't see me until Jan. I supposed to have an appointment with her this morning, but I forgot about it, and therefore missed it. Which sucked, because I really needed to see her. Still haven't cut, yet. Again my scissors are right there, calling me to cut. I really want to, and nothing else is comforting me. Oh well, I'm gonna go now.