It sounds kind of ridiculous, I know, but that's what I figure I am. Most of the time I can sleep fine, but even then I have to force down thoughts like "What if I can't sleep tonight?" or "What if I can never fall asleep again?" or playback of conversations with people about their sleep troubles- all of which make me end up getting up inevitably after some weird 5 minute long not-quite-sleep kind of things and doing something else.

It hasn't happened in awhile, but it's happening tonight as it's 12:02 AM here and I went to bed at 6:45 PM and had nothing but weird half awake/half asleep things for a few minutes at a time that only really made me feel more afraid of not being able to fall asleep tonight, even though I slept fine last night, the night before, and all of last week. I kind of feel like I'm whining because a lot of people have worse sleep problems than I do... But I don't know, it's not making life easier for me having to quash that fear on a nightly basis (even if I win a good number of times), so I figure it's better to at least get it out there.