Let's hope the SSRI's help. Does your husband understand depression? I find it very harsh that he's decided to leave you stranded when you REALLY need him! I keep prompting my boyfriend to learn more about Bipolar, as I count on him when the wheels fall off. It is important that your partner understands.

I'm sorry - I can only imagine the stress and anxiety you are no experiencing - and it probably doesn't make the depression feel any better. Please keep posting; we'll offer as much support as we can

((HUGS))