So, dunno as usual if this is in the right place, but I just recently learned from my ex-bestfriend's ex-boyfriend that she had told him a little while ago that she felt that she could destroy me mentally if she could talk to me. Literally.
I don't doubt that she feels this way, because one, she hates my guts (though I don't know why?) and she has always gone out of her way to ruin my relationships with other people. She'll take my friends, and make her friends hate me, make me think I was in the wrong and manipulate me, as well as other people to "teach me lessons" as she put it once in April.. We had a good friendship when it was good, but somewhere it changed, I don't know where, or why, but she got horrible.. and now she is crazy and obsessed with me. She's always trying to contact me in one way or another and now I realize it's cause she wants to destroy me..? ._.'
She was just an online friend so it's easy to keep the distance, I've been doing it for a long time now, but knowing that she feels so strongly about this... I can't help but be a little scared.. I'm 15 and she claims (I realize now you just never know) she is 13. I met her when I was 12 and she was 10.. So I've known her for a while and all this.. this side of her personality I never knew..
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