Pdoc is unavailable until Jan 3. Have a call into T but typically she does not return phone calls... SO... have a massage T appointment tomorrow which will help... but have to bring my son with me. BTW... my massage T works with her clients with their clothes on so it isn't like he will be exposed to anything inapropriate.
I appreciate everyones support. It feels like IRL I am always the strong one and no one seems to know what to do when it is my turn to fall apart. Tried to talk to my only local friend last night and he said, "well, they will just put the kid in an institution. Time for me to go to bed"!!!!!
I would be lost without PC right now.
Thanks everyone.