Ok, things are just getting more and more crappy and the funny thing is that nothing has even happened! I mean I haven't gone anywhere today except to take my sister to school. So how in the hell are things getting worse? Why can't I feel better, feel happy, feel like living this life. I have a month off of school, and I have this feeling that I'm going spend most of it on my damn computer. I mean what the hell is wrong with me? Why am I like this?