Well, I talked to one of the t's at partial today...she said she'd meet with me this afternoon, but she never did. After partial I asked her if she still wanted to talk to me. She said she was busy, and that it would have to wait until Thursday. I feel so brushed off now. I'm always getting that from people and I hate it.

So, I have such a plate-load right now and I need to wait. I've been waiting since I started going there to talk...and I have to wait even longer. I know this may sound stupid and all, but I'm really going through a lot of crap right now. Like my relationship with my bf--we're fighting constantly--and the grief issue with my mom's death, and finally my sexual abuse issues...

Right now all my issues are all rolled into one huge ball...when I talk to someone about them it seems like I can look at them more clearly...they're not all jumbled. I guess I have to wait 2 more days until I can begin to fix this jumbled mass of problems.