Well, through other posts, I have learnt a lot in the last while. E.g. I take 1/2 150mg Wellbutrin XL. It is IMPOSSIBLE to cut them in half, so I bite them. Not a good idea, as it is not able to slowly release the medication, but rather gives it to me in one go. This is how my pdoc told me to take them.
Not sure if she ever thought of getting me onto 150mg.
I think we should have upped the Lamictin, but I'm not the doctor.
She's now away on a Christmas break, so I cannot even complain about not being able to sleep. I have some Zopiclone left over from an earlier pdoc, and am busy taking that occassionally.

The main person in my life is my boyfriend; I don't have a large circle of friends - I'm just that kind of person.
Some of my decision may have been made a bit hastily, but I'm generally in control of myself. And I see my T weekly. I trust her.