Hey Sundog,

Thank you!!

I have to meet with my Area Manager on Tuesday 4th January. This meeting is to get 2 risk assessments- 1 for when I am manic and 1 for when I am depressed.

I am still worried about her known and what this means for me

She said we are both to bring to the table things that will help me but I don't know where to start. Will think about it when I go to work tonight.

I started back at work yesterday morning. Back tonight and tomorrow night then off until 26th Dec.

I am becoming more and more panic'ey as the hours go on. I am worried at the mo have the twisting stomach. Just want it to ease away so I can enjoy this week.... IT'S CHRISTMAS but it doesn't feel like it