Well, i finally broke down today. And i could actually get my thoughts together even when i was having a breakdown. Wow, thats a first! Anyways, I was explaining to my mom that i feel like I change all the time, i see it as different personality's in some way. I mean, my attitude is totally different; always drastically changing. It's like split personalitys. heh. I could be crying hysterically and then stop the next minute and act like everything is fine, and ill feel alright/fine too!! idk what the hell is the matter with me, but i have a gut feeling that its a physcotic disorder. I mean, they way i change is so quickilly and drastic that its amazing...peolple dont see me as the 'real' me. And lately when i talk to people, i sometimes dont make any sense....
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I know your not doctors or T's but, i would like some opinions...thanks...

deb
PS---i have had delusions in the past and some hallucinations..could it be linked??