You are learning things about yourself as you go along. Try not be so critical of yourself, especially when you are now looking back at the 19 year old you - it is still you, and you were still young. Don't critisize yourself, but rather learn from it, and see how the 19 year old you, impacted and formed the current you.
It is hard and scary, but I find it very intiguiging learning about myself, and having these Eureka moments where things just fall into place
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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