These are the demons that bring us down. I wish that starting any typr of realationship wether its friendship or more that we could see right through people know their intentions and if they are truthful. I have a very hard time and keep myself so guarded...people always turn out to dissapoint me or do something so out of character that i question who they really are.

I can't give much advise i have never had something that similair happen to me although if you wait long enough i'm sure there is someone here at PC who has and will post. But i do know betrayal, what a broken heart, do feel like an invasion happened and i had no say over what went down and now feel empty inside. And through it all you might well i don't know how you feel but for me a tug of war went on in my head well should i help this person (because i am a care giver role) but they tottaly trampled on my trust....but something is deeply disturbing them i can help......but they just it feels like ripped my heart out. (sorry if you don't understand the way i talk i'm working on that with my p-doc) anywayz hugz all around