Ok..so..i have a very..slight...agoraphobia...of some sorts.....i just don't like people..or places with crows...it makes me want to vomit...or have a panic attack...i can't do that in public...i break out in hives...and everyone stares at me. I have...an...event...tonight..it's ...an unveiling of a compilation of..photographs...kinda like a prize...and my photo..won..and i should be happy..and i am..but i do not want to attend this thing...my husband wont really understand..he's making me go...but if it was just an outing...i could possibly handle it..but what if they call me up...or say my name..and i freak out? I can just visualize them all looking at me...and me having a panic attack right there in front of them...it's...paralyzing......how can i explain...to my husband...i mean..it's bordering on...scary..how bad i don't want to go...and what i am willing to do...to get out of it...I'm not gonna say because i don't want to trigger anyone...but ..lets just say..I'm feeling like something terrible has to happen..for me to get out of this..and i am willing to make it happen.....i just need some tools...you know...some kinda...help...like...something...relaxation...or...some stupid trick..just something..