Thanks Inner zone, a lot of that relates! he also is not interested when i try to talk abot meds and side effects etc and gets angry at my symptoms, I think there is a part of him that feels that he should be "enough" for me and i shouldnt need all these other people and drugs.
I dont know what i am going to do, i am very hurt and angry, but we are just keeping it civil and underwraps untill we have gotten all the familly xmas thing done (gp gave m,e diazepam in sympathy)

And Thank you Ryask, I do forget how hard it is for him to understand, some one posted on here that they didnt know what it was like to NOT be bipolar. I forget that what is normal for me isnt always obvious to everyone else! I have asked him if he thought there was anything worth saving and working towards as i still think there is, but he didnt think talking would help.
I will keep posting, some days i am angry and more than capable of taking on the whole world and stuff him, other days i just sit in my room and cry.