Hi Kyle, I know you think that you are all messed up and that but when I was reading your email, I thought wow waht an open upfront guy. The thing is its hard to judge whether someone is interested in work but taking body language as a sign is good advice. You are seventeen and open about waht you are. I am 29 years old and going through a very difficult time, I have just come out ofarelationship beleiving I am totally gay but I have other issues too.Like I have been in therapy, told I have a personality disorder, now I get anxiety attacks and feel quite lost. I think now I am bi as I stillfind men attractive but who will have me being so broken, I am so scared as I went down big time three years ago and now I am showing similar symtoms. Keep being upfront Kyle and practice what you preach you are only seventeen I am 29 and have kept this [censored] inside for so long I am finding it hard to find myself in all this confusion.